Entry #2


2017-06-21 22:54:06 by Glixeworld

(Die Zeitmaschine!)




TIMECAPSULE 2020  [DeLorean Time Machine]  

Hey there everybody! I’m not sure if any of you noticed, but I haven’t been posting much these past months. I decided that I should be on a hiatus so that I can reflect on my art and try to improve in creating neat stuff. But don’t worry! I’m not going anywhere, and I will be available to talk to in the meantime.  As you may have guess, I won’t be coming back with new or old material until the year 2020, WoW! Which is only 3 years from this postdate! By that time, I will be 22 years old, and I won’t come back until after my 22nd birthday. That doesn’t mean I won’t be posting blogs up here for ya’ll, and with that I will post any videos or animations that I may have. Another reason I’m doing this is because I won’t be able to afford collage or something like that, and so that means I won’t be able to get any specialized art training to benefit me on my journey, maybe someday! I do hope however to get a job and try my best to purchase things I need for my creativity. I must admit I’m scared of what lies ahead of me, and I’m even more afraid that I won’t be able to reach my goals. But no matter what, I will try to get what I need, and I will be willing to chase whatever this thing is until I become old and die. Because for me, Art is the one thing im living for, I live to draw, and I made that my purpose in life. Not making a lot of money, not acting, not having a lot of friends, just Art. I may not be the best independent artist out there, but I am one, for I am only one, I cannot do everything, but I can do something, and because I am only one, I will not stop doing the one thing I can do.

It has been an emotional rollercoaster for me, and some things I just can’t get out of my head, so they drive me crazy. I have freaky dreams that scare the crap out of me, and I’m not the sharpest tool in the box. I’m not innocent in all this either, I’ve said some things I’m not proud of, I made mistakes that haunt me, and I have a severe self-esteem issue. I’m currently having some insomnia problems as well, not only because of my dreams, but freaky stuff like bugs, and the many ideas that fly by over my head, where I would often times see Orchid create a energy shield or something, or Knucklehead fly by gigantic airships. Hopefully I can feel better as I focus on my art, and wellbeing for the years to come. But no matter what, I will make art, I already made it so far, and so I can’t give up, and I won’t.  [New Avi cute piggy]  

So, Hasta la vista everyone! This isn’t a goodbye, I’ll be back.

(See what I did there?) 





(Oh Yyeah!!)


Listening to: Welcome to the Jungle (8-Bit Version)
Reading: Tutorials!
Watching: YouTube!
Playing: Minecraft
Eating: Hot Pockets
Drinking: Cola



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